Monday, October 6, 2008

Leap and a net will appear


I had a wonderful conference weekend and I was thinking as Elyse's roommate Alison was cooking up a storm, I want a conference tradition with my family. Chelly's family has a fun one. Her mom peels and cuts apples, then they pass the bucket around. It's so great! And a lot of people have great meals inbetween sessions. I want a tradition!!!!

Call it friction, but I like being submerged in your contradiction

Kostas in Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants is SOOOOOOO CUTE! I want a boy like him inside and out! :) I just love him!

In the midst of winter we find the invincible summer

Why is it that the story of my love life (or lack thereof) goes a little something like this:

Jessica sees cute boy
Cute boy flirts with Jessica
Jessica flirts back and tries not to like him
After days or even weeks of trying to deny feelings Jessica finally admits to herself that she in fact likes cute boy
Cute boy shows Jessica mixed signals
Cute boy is found to be even more irresistible by new found talents, and cuteness
Jessica finds out through investigative snoopiness that cute boy likes someone else
Jessica gets over cute boy, is sad, but life goes on

Why world? Why are you so cruel?! Why can't I just have one guy I like like me back? Is that so much to ask? I mean really! People are out there praying to get married, and find their eternal companions, right now, I just want a companion.

Why does it always end in a downward spiral for me? WHY does this always happen? I just don't understand. I am in PROVO for goodness sake! This place has a 98 % higher rate of marriage then death! UGH! I am so frustrated, BUT there has to be a reason....time to find it I suppose.